It was just a week after that terrible fall! Shasha was looking into the mirror. She felt scared and alone, her father would always make her feel safe, and her brother would fight anything and anyone who ever dared to hurt her.
But now they were gone and as she was sitting in her black dress, waiting for her mother to walk into her room and tell her to get ready for the funeral, tears started running down her eyes. For she knew she could never see them again.
“Are you ready Shasha?” her mother asked. She walked towards her daughter, who didn’t answer her, and put both of her hands on her shoulders.
“Get up from this fucking chair and let’s go bury those two dead basters whom you fucking killed!”
Now Shasha started crying even harder, her eyes were filled with guilt and her hands started shaking.
“No!” She screamed. “It was an accident and you know that! I never meant for them to die. Please you have to believe me, you were there, you saw what happened!”
While poor Shasha was still crying, her own mother walked out of the bedroom, removed the door key, and lock Shasha inside. When Shasha saw this, she ran towards the door and started slamming on it.
~Door slamming~
“ No, no, mom please let me out. Please let me see them, mom. I’ll never get another chance to, please! PLEASE!”
With tears in her eyes she was begging her mother to open up the door, for it was the last time she could ever see both her dead father and brother. She kept going on for hours, but eventually, she gave up. With her face completely drowning in tears, Shasha fell to her knees and fell asleep in front of the door.
The years went by, Shasha and her mother were still living under the same roof. But she knew her mother hated her, she blamed her for the death of Eldrick and John, Shasha Father and brother.
It was her first year in college, she was the most beautiful 18-year-old ever! And everyone at her school already knew her. The school was her only happy place, she was popular and loved by every pretty boy in her school. Even the football captain, Dean, oh he had something special for her! He was sweet, special, every girl knew him, kind and most of all HOT AS FUCK‼!
He had nice brown hair, his skin was beautifully brown and was in the perfect shapes, and HE HAD A SIX PACK
Shasha would always get the butterflies for him, but she wasn’t the only one, every girl in school was hitting on him hard. That’s why Shasha chooses to keep herself away from him. But that didn’t mean she couldn’t fantasize about him.
She also had her two best friends who were always there for her. So yes, she had a happy_school_life.
But whenever she went home from school, her crazy_ psychopathic_mother was there to ruin her life! She kept doing this, only because she wanted to keep the biggest secret of her life from her daughter, who would hate her forever if she had ever found out.
She treated her like she wasn’t her own daughter. Shasha always had to clean, cook, and sometimes she would even beat her! Shasha didn’t like this, but she kept telling herself that her mother only hits her because she loves her. Sometimes before school, she would have to use makeup, so that no one could see her blue bruising
It really wasn’t easy for her, but she had her great friend Ash, who would always come visit her. Ash was the only friend Shasha had, that wasn’t afraid of her mother.
One day, after school, Ash visited Shasha to do homework together.
The two 18-year-olds were having fun and having girl talks when suddenly the subject changed.
Ash “So… How’s everything with your mother?” Shasha’s face changed immediately, the smile she had on her face disappeared and her eyes were suddenly filled with tears.
“Uh… Ahem… What do you mean?” She asked then. A little tear ran down her left cheek, but she quickly wiped it off, so her best friend wouldn’t see it
Ash “Don’t act like that Shash, you know what I mean” But Shasha didn’t answer, she just kept staring at the bed they were sitting on. “Come on girl… You know you can talk to me” Ash kept ongoing.
They were both quiet for a few seconds and then Shasha took a deep breath and started letting out her feelings
“You know if I could, I’d just pack all my stuff and move to another country. She’s just so… So… I don’t know how to explain it, but it’s getting worse every goddamn day and I just can’t take it any moreanymore you know. My life Ash is a hell and I just don’t know how to come out of it… It’s like she’s hiding something from me and I just don't know what to do… If dad was here… “ She stopped at that and took a deep breath, trying to hold back her tears… But she couldn’t, and burst out! Her friend immediately started hugging her and telling her” Hey, hey, I’m here okay”
They both laid down holding each other as if they were a couple. They were both quiet until…
Ash” If you had enough money to leave, would you do it? “
Shasha” Without thinking about it for one second”
Ash “Would you come to visit me?”
Shasha” Of course I could”
Ash “I have a way you could earn some money”
Shasha was quiet for a second, got up to sit on the bed, and then asked
“ What kind of job”
“It's what I’ve been doing, and trust me, it’s worth it. All you have to do….” She started biting on her lips and looked at Shasha as if she was ashamed to say it.
“What do I have to do Ash??” Shasha asked while knowing that it couldn’t be something she could agree on.
Shasha” Come on, just say it al… All you have to do is get naked” Ash said interrupting her friend.
“YOU WANT ME… TO BECOME A STREET HOE‼!???” She asked, being really shocked.
“No Shash, I’m talking about Webcam”
Shasha said nothing and just kept thinking, her friend looked at her curious and hope for the answer she wanted to hear.
“I really don’t know ash, is it safe?”
“Of course it’s safe, it’s what I’ve been doing for the past six months. And girl if you’re good, you’re going to make a lot of dollars”
“I still don't think it's a good idea, you should stop too”
“What!? You’ve got to be kidding me. Do you want to stay here with your crazy ass mom for the rest of your life!? No offense“
“Of course not! She is crazy tho… “
They said nothing and just looked at each other.
“Okay I’ll let you know Monday, just let me think it through,” Shasha said
“Okay well, I better be going now. But do think about it, it could really help you”
“Sure, let me walk you out”
When ash left, Shasha immediately grabbed her PC and started doing research about webcamming. She stayed up the entire night, thinking about the pros and cons of this new job her best friend was offering.
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