When Shasha had enough information about the job her best friend was offering, she shut down her computer and went to bed. Laying in bed she couldn’t help thinking about how it would be if she was a cam girl and the possible affections it could have on her sexual life. After all, she was still a virgin. She always tried to deny her sexual feeling, especially when it came to the hot football captain, Dean Anderson. At night, when she was alone in her bed. She sometimes, or better said, every night would fantasize making out with him. It made her feel wonderful to think about him that way, but when seeing him at school it made her feel like a terrible person. As she was thinking about it all, it suddenly made her wonder what her mother would think of her if she found out. What her father would say if he was still alive. She knew that she’d have to give to answer to her best friend Monday morning, but she didn’t even know what her answer would be yet.
She looked at her alarm, saw that it was 11:23 PM and fell asleep thinking about the job…
In her sleep she started hearing two women fighting and yelling at each other, at first she thought it was just a dream. But when she opened her eyes, she could still hear them talking. She looked at her alarm and saw that it was 03:12 AM, after that she heard the yelling coming from downstairs. She could hear them yelling and yelling about Eldrick, which was her father's name. Without thinking another second, she jumped out of her bed and started walking down the stairs. As she was walking down, she recognized one of the voices to be her mothers.
“You killed him, Hilda! And only for his money!” She heard a woman yelling at her mother. She stood still and in shock on the stairs, trying to find out what they were fighting about.
Hilda” No I didn’t! It was an accident, right?” She still couldn’t make up what really was going on, but she knew that it could never be something good. When she was off the stairs, she quietly walked towards the door that led to the living room. That’s where the fighting was coming from. She placed her left ear on it, so she could hear them better. When the other woman started talking again, she recognized that voice to be her aunt Emma’s, her father’s sister.
Aunt Emma “Was it really an accident? He’s dead Hilda, how in God’s name is that an accident?”
Hilda “You know what? I think you should leave, it’s late and I don’t want to wake up my daughter”
Aunt Emma “So now she’s your daughter? You never wanted to accept Eldrick’s daughter and that’s why you hate her so much. Now she’s going to have to pay for what you did to her father!”
Hilda “Oh really? You know what? I have had it with you, if you love her so much why don’t you take her with you, huh? My life would be so much better if she wasn’t in it! That’s why I’m going to send her to a boarding school as soon as I can before she finds out I’m not her mother and the reason her father is dead!”
After hearing those words, Shasha’s eyes were full of tears. She had been living with the woman who killed her father and her brother! She put her hands on her mouth, so she couldn’t let any sound out. She felt scared and betrayed. Knowing that Hilda isn’t her real mother does explain a lot to her, but why would they lie to her about it? Why would she kill her father?
Aunt Emma “You must keep Shash out of this, she can’t know, it’s going to break her. Please, Hilda. You might not be her birth mother, but she is your daughter, right?
Hilda “She’s never isn’t and will never be my daughter, I should have killed her the same day I killed both her father and her brother. Now leave!”
Shasha was in such a shock and now she knew she had to leave her father's house. It wasn’t going to be easy, but she knew didn’t have another choice. She went back to her bed, but she stayed up the entire night.
The next Monday morning, she immediately walked towards her friend to tell her what her answer would be. It was a tough weekend for her and all she wanted now, was to leave her father's house. “I’ll do it, I want the job,” She said, while her face was turning red.
Ash “Are you sure Shash, what happened? Ash could see on her face that something was really off. She grabbed Shasha’s arm and took her into one of the classes that were still empty.
“What happened Shash?” She asked again, looking at her curiously and hoping to find an answer.
Shasha “It was all a lie Ash, she not my real mother and…” She stopped crying and froze for a few seconds. She knew that she couldn’t tell her friend that her so-called mother was the murderer of her father.
“And what Shash? And what? What do you mean?”
“I found that she not my mother, my mother left us when I was a baby. She married my father and pretended to be my mother all this time”
Ash “Oh my God, so they all knew except you?”
“Yup. Now, will you help me, so I can move the fuck out?” At first, Ash felt bad for her, but now she was just acting all weird and bitchy. She wanted to say more, but she still felt sorry for her.
“Yeah, of course, I’ll help you,” She said, folding her hands while shaking her head.
“Good, see you after school then”
Shasha didn’t talk to any of her friends that day, she just kept ignoring everyone that talked to her or looked at them shady. When she was home, she called Ash to make sure she was still coming. After everything that happened at school today, Ash was not willing to visit Shasha that night.
“It’s a school night and my parents don’t want me out” She told her. Instead, she sent her links and information she needed, so she could sign up and get started by herself. She did everything Ash told her, and by the end of the night her account was set up, and she could start broadcasting. She took out a black lingerie and put that on, after making sure her bedroom door was locked. She also had a cat mask and put that on as well, now she was sitting in front of her computer. After taking a deep breath, she pressed the ‘enter’ tab and started broadcasting…
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